This I guess you can say is about being emotionally free. I'm the friend who quietly bites her tongue for fear of confrontation and problems, allows others to be complete jerks towards me and let's it "roll of their back." "So and So has been having a rough few days," "She's not herself," "I was wrong for yelling." NO I'm not and you know what I want to do right now? Bitch slap everyone who has ever done that and anyone who has ever said its the right thing to do. At what point does doing the 'mature thing' make you a door mat?
I want a space, a moment, a physical place in time where I can be selfish and not care about how you feel today and what will my action do to you. Nope! I want to come home to solitude not noise, sit and let my mind go still without remaining stressed 24/7.
I just want to be... Is that to much to ask?!
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